November 30, 2013
Speech on Sharing of experience on Annual Reunion of PLW Guides as a Bacolod Missionary
I am a new guide. I have been send forth October 2012 last
year. I had my 1st PLW sessions last January with Sis Connie Vasquez
as co-guide here at Bago Bantay, Quezon City.
We have 3 PLW sessions in
Bacolod, every Saturday. Two at Palau Youth Center, La Salle Avenue - 10 am and 3pm session and 7pm session at
Tangub parish.
FEAST BACOLOD and PLW
BACOLOD DREAM
The dream started when Kimee and Rinah, former participants
who have not completed the workshop, asked if there is a possibility of bringing
PLW to Bacolod. I won’t forget November
2012 last year, during the Kerygma conference, Bro. Bo
asked everyone asked everyone to write on a white flag the dream we wanted to
surrender the following year. Rinah and I shared with the flag provided. On one
side she wrote, the Feast Bacolod and on the other side I wrote PLW Bacolod.
We
raised that white flag with certainty, proclaiming the dream. Not knowing how
it would happen. But God always gave
amazing surprises. =)
December 28, 2012, since I had a scheduled visit for an
ministry activity in Bacolod, I met with Rinah and Kimee and with those who are interested in PLW ,
and gave them an overview. Some friends
from Bacolod and Iloilo also joined us and shared their experience.
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"There is a need for prayer. And how do we pray?... that is why we offer the prayer and life workshop." - I love this part na kahit sa kabilang table, listened well after hearing this part and listened also to the sharing of personal experience of former plw participants. |
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PLW Bacolod meeting with Rinah Marie Vinco, Kimee, Intercessory Head -Feast Bacolod, friends and former plw participants - December 28, 2012 at Island Spoon |
On January 19, 2013 Rinah met with Manila guides for update
on PLW Bacolod Plans.
Then Tito Domeng visited Bacolod for plans and orientation.
GOD’S
GENEROUSITY and PROVIDENCE
We had the dream, but where to get the funds? We started to
share the dream to other former participants and other co-guides, they wanted
to contribute for the dream so they pledge to sponsor for two-way airfare. That gave us high hopes. Sponsors keep coming. I told myself, it is
really happening.
THE KEY WAS
SURRENDER
It came to a
pause when I was told that priority will be given to Cebu mission, so PLW
Bacolod was still uncertain for July cycle. This broke my heart and left me
crying all night asking God, why did He placed this desire in my heart and yet
won’t push thru. I prepared well for the trip – my health, cleared my weekend
skeds, adjusted with my ministry work for I was very sure I will be going to
Bacolod. I even had my vocal chords medically checked (no kidding!) That night,
prayed the Hymn of Abandonment. “Not my
will, Lord, but yours. Your plans are always better than mine.” This gave
me peace. Kinabukasan, nagulat ako with a surprise call from Tito Domeng that
PLW Bacolod will start on July 13 onwards, and about to book several “sponsored”
flights. Surprises kept coming. Rinah and Kimee at the same time in Bacolod do
the promotions, attending community gatherings (Bukas Loob sa Diyos, Ang
Lingkod ng Panginoon, LOJ), visiting parishes talking to priests and friends. In
less than a month, 16 flights were booked na. The Key was surrender. God showed
me what little I can do and what He can do if I allowed Him and other people.
Thank you for those who sponsored for the
Bacolod trip. For the former PLW participants, co-guides and others. I know
only of a few, the rest I don’t know. Maraming salamat po. Si Lord na bahala
mag reward for your generosity and support for the mission.
MISSIONARY EXPERIENCE
My initial response doing the mission work was EXCITEMENT. Na
sa sobrang excited, di nakatulog for my first flight to Bacolod with Bro.
Derrick. I woke up late and arrived at
the airport, last call na and passengers are about to board. But I felt
grateful dahil mabait ang taxi driver and airport staffs were very accommodating.
I bet God was laughing with us but at the same time embraces and says, ‘Do not be afraid, I am with you.’
I have a lot to
share about my experience. but I had an unforgettable message during my August
desert day I had in Bacolod which was very true for me.
His words
through the book Embraced by Bro. Bo:
Do you seek tangible results in your
service?
Be faithful to the routine of planting
and plowing and watering. Beloved, that is your task. Whether you harvest
abundantly is not your primary concern.
Often child, you seek the wrong fruit from your work. You concern yourself with numbers, goals and
successes, while I concern myself with the increased holiness of your soul, the
growing love I see in your heart.
And during the
14th session, one participant affirmed this message. She said,
‘I know. I am very sure that at one point
in your service you felt disenchanted by the decreasing number of participants.
But I want you to know, that one invitation is enough. The people who are here,
like me who felt so much joy of experiencing the love of the Father will be
like a pebble thrown in the water and would create ripples. We cannot help but
share and let others experience also. Thank you. Just continue and don’t stop.’
Now we have 11 participants who are discerning to undergo
formation next year, two of them are in their Youth. One 19 and 21 years old,
who persevered through the sessions. So
please, let us pray for them too.
LEARNING EXPERIENCE
- From the 14th
session. “The apostles of all times and ages should act not trusting upon
their own preparation or ability, but in the power of Jesus. Effort,
preparations, prayers are very necessary. But the result is not up to us
but by the Grace of God. Everything
is Grace.
- The
mission work is never about I-alone, but We- together as family, brothers
and sisters. God’s message for
me during the desert day before the start of the mission was Isaiah
43:1-7. Where he commanded and promised.”
Do not be afraid, I am with you.” I felt God through prayers encouragement,
love and support from PLW family especially from Sis Connie. There was
also a time when I had work assignment in a dangerous place, got sick and
even lost my voice prior to Saturday. But because I know very well, God wouldn’t
allow me to be absent on my workshop sessions. All is well. We had no cancelled
sessions despite the earthquake, heavy rains, storm, brown outs and I
never had cancelled or delayed flights.
God was present though people, friends, Bacolod people especially
kimee and Rinah, and even strangers. God
gave me friends who are also doing mission work – through them my
struggles were bearable because of their insights and sharings. God gave
me so much love and learning from Bacolod people. Through them also, they
give me strength and courage facing troubles. I am also happy for the visiting guides,
Bro Derrick, Tito Domeng and Tita Mila. Those who joined me on my (unknowingly)
birthday – sis Janice, Emi and Edna.
“Do not be afraid. I am with You.”
3. Humility in accepting God’s providence through
other people. If it is God’s work,
surely He will provide everything
– finance, food and shelter. Your only focus is to
do, what you are
expected to do.
4. Constantly
rectify your intentions. Only
God should be the moving force behind your
work. Everything depends on
your intentions. God cannot bless the works of a person
who through the
work of his apostolate systematically seeks his own self-interest. (LSG)
5. Pray,
even if you don’t feel like praying.
6. Receive
and always be love-filled. God’s
love is everywhere.