October 23, 2013
Dearest,
Since Sunday, I had been counting all the love I received or more so love
given to me by a lot of people, especially from the Bacolod people. Oh,
God. It was so much. I was overwhelmed..because last week. I was love-filled.
But I realized I had lots of love neglected consciously or unconsciously
because I gave only to a few people in my circle, admitting...that I expect
also to receive love back only from few also.
Yes, I received love. But I did not accept love coming back to me,
through other people even outside of my circle.
I am loved...
Love is not an idea, it is an experience. Love is indescribable, as lovers
might say. Love is....
LOVE EXISTS IN DIFFERENT FORMS. When we give love, it comes
back to us not from those people we give but through other people and through
different forms.
Love exists and manifests itself in many different forms...through
kindness, smiles, laughter, words of affirmation, a friendly gesture, a friend
who gave his/her attention to what we have to say, or a sincere words of
praise, a pat on a back and a time spent.
It is not exclusive to a care, to expression of thoughtfulness or words
we are familiar of like 'I love you', 'I like you', 'I care for you', 'you are
important to me', I adore you'
I thought I know so much about love, but now I realized that I only knew so
little..
I haven't recognized love at all most of the time! I focused only on what I knew about
love. Love had become a common term. An ordinary thing. But I am glad of the loving experieve.. I had a little knowledge about love. But it means for me to learn more, do so much more! Give so much more! Receive so much more!
LOVE LIBERATES YOU BECAUSE IT WAS NEVER MEANT TO
BE EXCLUSIVE. Because all the while (in terms of the opposite sex or a male), I give and
expect a lot from a certain person. I expect a lot or hope so much,
to change...to be a better person for me and for other people
(according to my definition of better person).
Having that thought, it was never free love – it was selfish love. My love became limited for other male beings,
because I gave to him a lot. I failed to recognize the love given to me by
other male species.
QUALITY OF GIVEN LOVE IS NEVER DIMINISHED. But something is amazing
about love. The love we had not
received, are just there...waiting, ready when we are ready to recognize and
accept it. Dearest, I thank you so much for all the love you gave me through
people I love and through other people. Love is never
diminished though it can never be quantified.
LOVE IS UNLIMITED, I AM A LIMITLESS BEING.It is a liberating
experience, because love is not limited. I can love more. I am capable of accepting love from anyone,
from another being. Love in so many different forms..love given by God, and the
world. I felt grateful, I am loved.
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| taken at Carbin Reef, Sagay, Negros Occidental |
You are an awesome God, my dearest Father. I'm
sorry for the times i failed to recognize You or acknowledge your presence. You are love, love yourself. You are a being,
an energy, a force that I need. I love you with all the love i received and can
give. No matter how much I want to give you, I can never outgive you.
Everyday...you gave me all that I need. All the reasons I can give to the world
comes to one...I love you with all that I am.
Love liberated me, because I am
limitless.....you made me limitless capable of receiving, being loved and
giving more. =)
